counting down...3,2,1...
3days mor b4 i go bc check in in 12th college...
left tat building 4 nearly 2 mths...
nw goin bc soon...
staying in a new block,a new room v a new rummate~
my heart doesnt wana go bc der...
2mths of lazy life at home...
comfortable v life whc eat,zzz n on9...
enormous freedom,can go anywer v any frens,anytime~
tis holidays did i enjoy?
well,nt reli...
1st half working in aunt's ofc,boring work + boring doc everyday,dun say enjoy,nearly everyday i fell asleep in ofc...
left 2 weeks aft i resign,spend time v a gang of frens finali...
gathering was held,bt i din c ppl whom i wana c...(nt tat i dun wana c others la...)
new sem starts...
looking at d timetable whc i've arrange b4 tis,omg,cant imagine how my life wil b...
started 2 wori tat i cant cope v d core subj,
cant bare v d tension n pressure...
words like "dun compare v others,try ur best" will cm out fr own mouth,
bt machinery nerves wil stil order hands n brain 2 do so...
i dun knw...
i reli cant c my future
wat wil i b in dis field?
a grad bachelor of science who is jobless?
o stream 2 another field whc is nt related 2 wat i've been study 4 3 yrs?
im reli wori...
cz time speeds~
